“Time”…Free at Last!

“Time, who are you?

I ask humbly, yet I am excited as I imagine the  freedom your answer may provide.

My questions are filled with my hopes and deep desires to know you. I call out to you….please answer me.

Do I have enough time?

Am I too old? Have I run out of time?

Or is there more than enough time to experience my dreams?

Time where are you? Where do you live? Will you show yourself to me.

Why do you behave one day as I expect you to, only to surprise me and reveal yourself in new and wondrous ways when I  least expected you to appear? Or more frustrating, showing me how I ran out of time when I thought I had time to spare?

Time, show yourself to me. Unveil your mystery.

Are you a mere program born out of my genetics? Are you cloaked in garments woven from the threads of history’s records,  patterned by Religion, Culture and Social Consciousness?

Does my Body Clock determine if I am tired or filled with vital energy?

Oh Time, I so desire to know you and your mysterious secrets.

Ahh, there you are! I see you dancing in front of me now.

Like the YoYo I played with as a child. You’re showing me I am the one controlling the spin making it faster or slower.

Ahh yes, I remember, I practiced with my YoYo until I made it hold its spin, elongating and increasing  its  perpetual motion until I decided to return it back again to a stationary position.

I am delighted Time. I now see there is more to you than meets the eye. What a wonderful metaphor you showed me.

Time I would like to learn how to play a new game with you.

In this game I will practice being present.  Ready to allow you to show me I have all the time I require to accomplish any dream that is my heart’s desire.

In this game I will accept as the rules of engagement, that you may  stretch, contract, disappear, re-appear and unfold new dimensional realities to achieve the best possible timing!

How does that sound for a new game board?

In our past, there were moments when you have delighted me with “perfect timing”! You filled me with the  thrills of intoxicating hopes and glittering wonders! But because I have not been able to maintain this perfect timing, I  found myself believing that  I must be doing something wrong.  Feeling out of control, I interpreted that my adversities and poor timing  were due to  being undeserving.

I allowed fear to overcome me as I resisted the flow of events that appeared in my life.   I concluded that my  timing should have been different!  Depressed, I have suffered as my fears  painfully elongated time turning  you into a cruel adversary!

Oh Time, I have been in error!

You were daring me to be greater than those fears that whispered in my ear. Their refrains from old tapes and programs so  familiar that I believed they must be true.

I realize now that my timing always offered me  an opportunity to pause and become aware. To make a new choice for change or to stay the course if I believe that to be best..

Time who is leading who here?

Are you deciding my fate, or are you mirroring my choices?

Oh Time, you are a wonder and still a great mystery.

I suspect that as I change so do you!

I now perceive how mutable, changeable and magical you are in me.

You are a dimension of my mind, and my thoughts.

You are alive, ever-changing with me as me.

I change, You change, Oh Time,

‘Olly, Olly, In Come Free!'”

 

Linda McCallum , 3/20/2015

“LOVING YOU”

Perhaps without realizing it, most of us know what it is like to live in a War Zone!  Suddenly in our minds we hear the Warning Sirens!  Instinctively we shut down emotionally as the threat amplifies!

“Incoming! Incoming!”

Our adrenals are pumping and our heart is racing as we intuitively feel the threat of judgments about to lock in on us, like heat seeking missiles finding their target. Instinctively we cover our Hearts!

Thrown into vulnerability, we feel incomplete to defend ourselves. After all, we believe that our imperfections, equating to our unworthiness, have just been revealed! Spiraling into Shame, Guilt and Blame to defend what we have not forgiven in ourselves, we deny our value  by laying another veil of Shadow over our self-esteem.

Why don’t we trust ourselves? Why do we cover up our own innocence, denying our authentic Self forgiveness?  What makes us opt out of our Self Esteem by choosing someone else’s opinion of our worth?

As children during the first 6 years of our life, we adapt by modeling our environment.  We watch, we feel, we copy, and learn how to behave from our environment. We develop our personalities  and how we identify ourselves from a myriad of early impressions. As we grow, we are not always able to discern which of our emotional attitudes, likes and dislikes  actually originated from our unique perspective and which ones we assumed from  modeling.

You have known yourself as an intricate matrix born out of your Genetics and  Soul imprints, yet still wearing a model of your early environment.

Yet how do you explain your Magical Moments? Those moments when Wonder catches you up in its wings and fills you with Timeless Love? How can you forget the beauty and sense of value that floods you when you are not on guard, when you have relaxed your hyper-vigilance, when you are  just allowing  and  appreciating presence…..

Perhaps that was when your Spirit touched you with its Unconditional Love and you remembered something extraordinary! Your Spirit is ever present! It lives within you and all around you! Timeless, alive, offering itself as a model of Unconditional Love! Your Spirit, Your Source, Your God is ready to begin showing you the wonder of you.   By releasing the conditions for Love from the model you adapted to as a young child,  you  will be able to experience your heart opening to  the Love that has never left you!

This is  Divine Love, alive in the space of all dimensions, in the breath that feeds every cell, that holds every Star in its embrace,  the Love that binds all life together.

It takes practice to rewrite our programming and t learn how to use this new Divine Software.  Every day we must practice animating our new model, rewiring our Brain and nervous system until we only remember, “I am born with a Magical Purpose!”

 

 

 

 

You Are Enough!

You are Enough!

If you never did another thing, you are enough!

With all you have done that was ignorant, hurtful to yourself and to others, you are still enough.

Sometimes you find yourself hiding behind a mask of sadness  from  the memories of your suffering .   Fear takes hold as your mind replays those moments  you were brought to your knees by  tragedy, betrayal,  or  the loss of innocence.  Even after the extraordinary adversities you have experienced that broke your trust in yourself and in your Spirit, you are still  enough.

By opening  the gift of presence,  you  begin to be aware that you are more than your pain. That light still exists in a world filled with shadows.

To know you are  enough, is to touch into the radiant joy of your awakened Spirit.    Here you will sense the whisper of  loving inspiration from the Divine consciousness that you are.  A consciousness that  celebrates your unique signature, you are  one of a kind.   You contribute to the whole of all that is and has ever been. You always have and you always will. That is why you are enough.

In this life where there is Hierarchy, competition and comparison, you have been seeking to determine your value from the opinions of others. By accepting and creating ever increasing hierarchies  of ruling power  to judge you, you have been left to doubt your worth and  the unique contribution of your existence.

There is no one more valuable than who you really are! You are made up of the same wholeness of consciousness that they are.

How do you know that? By discovering you’re more than your choices. You’re the Explorer that chose a map to better understand the territory your Soul longed to experience in this incarnation, Exploration  to discover what you have not known before, is what life is about on Earth’s 3 dimensional plane of Demonstration.

By your breath,  given to  every living being, by your heartbeat that confirms you are truly a wonder of creation…you affirm that you are alive with possibilities from an infinite ever-changing consciousness.

By your ability to recognize a new day or the wonder of the midnight sky, you experience a profound reminding that it isn’t only the stars that invite our gaze, or the planets that call us to explore their mystery, it is the space that surrounds them. It is the consciousness that infuses that space, igniting each Divine spark of life in all its expressions.

Just like you are surrounded and infused with this alive space/consciousness that became the dream of You! You are alive! Your Divine Spark is lit within a sea of conscious space that is at once infinite and finite.

You are mostly space.

You are more space than you are mass.

Your frequency touches into unlimited space.

You are enough.

You have always been enough and you always will be.

Yes it is true, that much you may do, or has been done to you,  feels heavy with shadow, cruelty and to you unforgivable. Yet the same unlimited consciousness that offers itself to you for these life  experiences, can in a moment inspire enlightened understanding, freeing you to change your mind and your life when you call upon it.

In this way, gifts of wisdom gained from the adversities that created your experiences, become the amazing possibilities that open you to perceive  a new landscape in your life.

With your growing compassion, empathy, forgiveness, and an emerging trust of self, that was  born out of your adversities, you realize you are becoming a true Alchemist, For now you are learning  to transmute your limited thoughts into  enlightened golden possibilities. To know now  what you have never known before, is the gift of wisdom for your soul’s evolution. A Personal Alchemy.

You can change in a moment  to  know the power of  love from your consciousness and Spirit, Where you had once felt fear there is now peace. Learning to love yourself  opens your heart to know the fullness of your being. Now the love you offer others is not to fill your emptiness and prove your worth, it is instead a mirror of your Spiritual wealth of love, recognized by you and shared from the fullness of your heart.   This is who you really are! That is where your value resides. That is why you cannot be defined.

That is why I say you are enough.

Remember who you are and then you can step back and observe what you do. On this plane of demonstration, what you do can  be perceived from contrasting perspectives. Pause a moment, focusing on your breath. Place yourself in the center of what you are exploring, stand in the middle of its opposite polarities.

Breathe in a sacred space of neutrality. Become an observer of your choices, they are defining your adventure in learning…. not defining your value, you are already enough.

Ask yourself, “How is this situation, thing, obsession, or addiction serving me? Is this a repeat of my past or an adventure into the unknown? Am I more than the choices I am observing?”

Once I remember that I am not what I have done.

Nor am I what I have thought in the past.

I will remember that the power of Love is an  unlimited timeless Consciousness that is always available to me.   Awakening to the power that resides within me, I am now  invited to embrace a new dream and image of who I really am. I become aware that I am  born as a Creator with all resources available to me.

I  breathe in knowing…I am Enough.